I'm bored..went to eat lunch with ah hong at ghim moh..we ate roasted duck rice with a plate of roasted meat..hah...so what to do next?..i suggested to go IT show at Suntec..so we went..finding carpark was quite a problem..but anyway we walked around the IT fair and suntec..bought a bag for my sis..then later go bert house...then go jurong east central..chevron..after which..pick eng ghee up from the bustop opp. yusof..then go bukit merah central eat fishball noodle haha..slack around..then go IMM walk around...

After arriving home and taking a good shower, went to airport to fetch my father...then back home again...I guess meeting ruoping..tammie bert vic and kel for dinner tomorrow...sat go zoo with my friend and going for the jamie kidd thing..then go michelle b.day party..I'm trying to occupy myself with so many things nah...doing as many things as possible to keep my mind pre-occupied and to just enjoy this one week of freedom i have left...

But the feeling is always there no matter what I do..

Stayed at home the whole morning yesterday just using the internet...so bored..I feel I need to do a lot of things just to distract myself...but looks like it's not working...ask wenhao and yonghong if want to go out..so we went to bedok blk 85 to eat..a lot shops close..bad time and it's raining cars and lorries...stayed there chit chat till the rain got smaller..then we couldn't decide where to go next but ended up at hougang...decided to go serangoon gardens...went to church to use toilet first ha ha ha...cold weather is like that i guess..ha ha..talk to pauline for a while =)

Hang out at Coffee bean..the hot choc is bad..so is the carrot cake..bump into jonathan went going back..wenhao need to meet his gf at JP 6pm...so send him to JP then go home..Hong come my home use internet..then we 3 met up again to eat botak jones near my home!! there's BoTaK JOnes near my home!!! COol! ha ha...I'm crazy..the cajun chicken is more tender than the one at clementi..and the burger is tender and good too..more than half the coffeshop is eating Botak jones..cool..guess the make over is good...

1 more week to NS...I can seriously do this everday if i have friends to accompany me..I just need to enjoy this freedom..the driving..I just want to occupy myself with as many things as possible if possible..

WHY can't SINGAPOREANS show some grace and compassion??!!?? Why am I receiving all this bad ass attitudes from everywhere?!? About 1 mth ago..call AA to about the car batt problem..seem so unhappy that i call them more than 2 or 3 times? She say..Sir u just called on sunday..I say just change the battery not long ago..the lady say maybe is not the batt problem..and say! "BUT!!" we will still send the technician down..WTH!?! I call for assistance..u mean there's still a but?? wad else can I say..the guy came down..so grumpy and unhappy as if I owe him money..He said the battery is faulty..and by right only AA member which is my Father is allowed to ask for assistance..so if my father overseas..car break down..I cannot ask for assistance??!?! absurd..are their heads made of wood or what? lol..
then yesterday..car broke down..towed to some workshop at toh guan..they say some part is faulty..today went to collect the car..and when gear changing..the car jerks a lot..send bert to his camp..went back to the workshop..only to receive more bad attitude..the guy say my driving have problem..need to accelerate more before changing the gears..i see the way he accelerate is just overworking the car..the car is 16 yrs old..U can't just pump it like a 2 year old...He say no problem..
I'm just totally pissed because of the there's no grace..no kindness..no help but just saying it's your fault and I repaired it perfectly..it doesnt help went i pay 260 bucks just to get this kind of bad service..I can't stand it..why can't Singaporeans be more gracious..more patient..more giving.. less judgemental and stop jumping on each other....why??!!?!?!?!? just see all those cars who just don't give way..when the car broke down...the poor drivers who can't change lanes..because of this selfishness...what's wrong with singaporeans ???!! I just can't take it...so what if you're not number 1??..so what if you're not up there?? It's just too stressful and crazy to live here...

I'm so bored...so i'm going to add another post..ahah...Went to Church in the morning today..After service, we intended to eat Hock Lam beef noodle but ended up eating Magaret Drive Chicken Rice..then went to NtUC at the area as my mum have 30 bucks of NTUC voucher..haha..buy marsh mallows..choc..cranbeeerrry juice..errm..Uncle tobbies..
Met bert vic and kel at westmall at 4..we went to coffee bean to chiill and catch up with each other...that sums up my day I guess...
Though sometimes I can't find words to say...hearing your laughter and voice is enough for me =)

Yesterday went to BBTC..Bethesda Bedok-Tampines Church..Tony Anthony really hit everyone hard..How can we be as Christians be not proclaiming the gospel?!?!? It's the command of God! We have no authority..no right to deprive others..our friends..our family..the people around us of the good news..of their salvation..How can we be like the titanic survivors on the lifeboats..in our comfort zone and just see the rest drowning in the freezing ocean? How can we defy God's command? How can we say we are grateful to Jesus for what he had done on the cross and say we love Him when we didn't even obey his commands to go out to the world to proclaim the gospel of salvation?!? How can we neglect his command? how dare we?!?

Suddenly..it dawns on me that I've not share the gospel to my friends..the people around me..I'm always afraid what me friends would think..afraid they will feel offended..afraid they will feel that I just want to win their souls..wanting them to be saved..I'm afraid as a Christian..i'm afraid did not walk the talk..did not set a good example..I'm afraid..I'm timid..But I forget I have the Holy Spirit in me..The Gospel itself is the power of God..The holy spirit can give me the power the boldness...the wisdom and strength to say the right thing..the truth..the whole truth about the gospel..All I have to do is to pray and surrender everything to God..have I done that?

Yes..to proclaim the gospel..there may be negative comments..you risk everything..but Jesus say we have to take up our cross and follow Him..we will suffer..we may receive all the negative things..sometimes we may feel discouraged..but we must never give up coz we know He is with us always..yes..salvation is free..but there's a cost following Jesus..if it means being the odd one out..being ostricised for our faith..for spreading the gospel..we have to do it!! Just do it..Jesus had risked everything..suffered so much on the cross for us...what are our sufferings compared to His?? I need to get out of my comfort zone..and just do it with His strength!

Went to Np in the afternoon again lol..had south buona vista road duck rice with Mr chee..Mr Chua Kp..Mr Foo..wint and 2 other german intern students..then Mr chee went for car inspection before driving us back to Np..

I drove back home..chatted with siyan online and decided to drive to her home at yishun to find her..don't know why today so blur..she tell me ave 6 but i thought ave 7..in the end found her place..then went all the way down to NTU as she wants to collect some stuff from the students service centre..took quite a while coz i'm not so sure how to go..in the end..we look at the map and went down pioneer road then to pioneer north road..jalan bahar and then NTU..aiyah I'm some road idiot..don't know what's got into me..going back from NTU..i go PIE(Tuas)..baba bobo!!!..don't know what i'm thinking!! ha ha ha..so I go pioneer road again and to PIE...then to BKE..to Diary Farm exit and at last back home..i'm just crazy..drove for 3 hours..
But the long journey can chat a lot with siyan..which I think it's very good after not seeing each other for like so long..then we walk to westmall coz siyan want to eat porridge..then ask her come my home to see my thai photos before she go home...

Yeah good..today I found something to do..ya..i waste petrol..go to yishun then go to NTU..but it's okay..what is 3 hours on the road compared to malaysia or thailand..I know I always go the wrong way...but I'll learn from it..i hope..ha ha ha..Still coughing..just need to stop...

I guess I'm blogging everyday now..I'm just so bored with nothing to do..Once I go into NS..it would be inactive again I suppose. So I woke up in the morning..use the internet..use hi5..and tried to change the CSS code to customize my profile..I actually destroyed my whole profile!!..don't know what to say..now can only use profile skin to cover up..well..

After lunch..I felt so bored..so I drove to Np..for what? I don't know..seriously..Wint is not at her table..called her also never pick up..chatted a bit with Mr Chua KP and Dr Raj..Circled around the school..sit down in canteen 2..walked aimlessly around..In the end..decided to call ying..talk to her for awhile..I think I shall stop disturbing my friends in thailand..haha..they are busy and need to work..where to next? I went to West Coast Park..put half an hour parking coupon..haha..walked around and feed the sun..pump petrol..then went back home...use labtop again..chat with grace and she ask me if want to go to the ZOO next week..and I obliged..I'm so bored to the point that I suppose anything goes..

At around 6 in the evening,,my sis end her tuition and I ask her if she want to go anywhere..In the end..we went WCP!!..hahaha..drove to WCP again..this time climb the spider web..and did all those obstacles and balancing stuff..stayed there for like half and hour or less as it starts to rain..so went back for dinner..I think I'm crazy..baba bobo already! Drive around aimlessly..go WCP just to play then go back home...I just feel so lost without them..without their company..no matter how I try to find something to do..It just doesn't seem right..maybe i just need some time to adapt back to life here..

I did not do anything much today except coughing the whole day..my throat is so itchy..can't control the coughing..the phlegm is coming out but when can this coughing just stop? Internet explorer gave a lot of problems..always hang..After reading some forum..i figured out it was the add-ons giving the problems..so i disabled all the non-verified add-ons..but still can't work..some guy wrote about disabling yahoo add-ons..so i disabled all yahoo add-ons and BINGO!! IE 7 can function properly without hanging all the time..so irritating..
Finally solved this irritating problem!! There's a new version of Windows Live Messenger now and hotmail is real laggy!..

Chatted with pooh in the morning for a while..exchanged hi5 messages with ying..ate REX chicken rice for lunch..played guitar till my fingers start to feel painful..watch a bit of TV and watch "L" with my sis..the starting was quite draggy but after that it was quite funny and touching too =)
I'm still trying to get back to the norm..to lead a normal Singapore life..but in 2 weeks time..Everything will change..I'll be serving the nation..but to all guys out there who have gone through it, they say it's just a "NoRm". But to me, it's a new phase of life..a new challenge..it's not a norm..it's 2 years of missing the people back there..it's 2 years of waiting to go back there to see them again...